二十六日後

究竟二十六日有幾耐先過？

二十六日，
好似好快，又好似好耐，其實都在於二十六日後會發生咩嘢事。

等待，

再等待。

人人話度日如年，而二十六日就像遠遠的未來將發生的事。

二十六日後我會喺邊度？
點解我心情會咁忐忑不安。
我究竟係咪喺度等緊某某的來臨？

他 還是 他？
好友 還是 密友？
我仲能夠分得清嗎？

其實二十六日後我應該會在洛磯山旅行，到時旅途上再胡思亂想吧！

Mind Express Back in Service

Now, I did recover from the virus from back in 2008 after all. Sorry the Mind Express stopped running because the conductor was too lazy.

So much has happened in 2009...issues of all sorts in life come at you at the same time, geez. I don't like this year. My parents problems are starting to annoy me. I'd always thought my family was intact but apparently it hasn't been since I was a kid. Just stop bothering me please please please.

Jobs? Am I being picky? But isn't the whole point of getting a good education is so that I could have more choices? I hate choosing, I really hate to choose. Sometimes I wish I had no choice, why bother right?

Friends? This is my problem...how do I really treat my friends? Sometimes I feel really bad I don't really communicate with my friends. Yeah, I ask them out a lot but that doesn't mean anything. I am so sorry to all of you...I'll try to change myself, I hope I have been recently.

Love? What love? Why is it so hard to find someone to love? Why the **** do I keep liking people I can't love?! Every time I like someone they are either coupled or likes someone else. I am so sick of this feeling. I get so excited for a while then I get so depressed after I get shocked by the other side. All I want is someone I like to love...don't people like to be loved?

. . .

Yeah so Mind Express is back in service with loads of problems. It's gonna run really slowly.

Mid Autumn Madness

Let's see. What happened in the last 3 weeks? What did I accomplish? Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. I was basically ill during the entire time and I am still trying to fully recover from this gross and mysterious unknown that plagued me.

So first I started getting fevers, not serious ones, but serious enough to make me feel dizzy and almost faint going down the stairs to the skytrain at Commercial Drive. I took the right pills and felt better after a day or two. Then it comes back. Then it goes away again. And comes back. And goes away. Okay, it came back and I went to see the doctor and it was magically gone. He checked me for strep throat (whatever that is) but it turned out to be not so.

The weird fever roller coaster did continue and I managed to go down to Richmond to see the Chinese herbal doctor who gave me the black stuff to drink which got rid of my fever...but a horrible sore throat came out of nowhere to haunt me. It was one of the most horrible symptoms ever, I didn't even want to drink water! So I saw the doctor again, who tested me for strep throat and sent me for a monospot (another whatever that is) blood test. I started antibiotics and the fever came back...ohhh what a horrible life. I had to see the doctor again, now he told me to stop the antibiotics because he concluded that it was a viral infection but not mono and enough rest and water (plus time) should do.

Oh, and the nastiest part of all this. I was told to have white patches in my throat area or something. So I stood in front of the mirror at home and pointed a flash light into my mouth saying ahhhhh and saw patches of white stuff stuck on my tonsils or something. It looked so gross...although it could have just been old gum or marshmallows stuck there. Or maybe even mushrooms growing hahahaha!