Mind Express Back in Service

Now, I did recover from the virus from back in 2008 after all. Sorry the Mind Express stopped running because the conductor was too lazy.

So much has happened in 2009...issues of all sorts in life come at you at the same time, geez. I don't like this year. My parents problems are starting to annoy me. I'd always thought my family was intact but apparently it hasn't been since I was a kid. Just stop bothering me please please please.

Jobs? Am I being picky? But isn't the whole point of getting a good education is so that I could have more choices? I hate choosing, I really hate to choose. Sometimes I wish I had no choice, why bother right?

Friends? This is my problem...how do I really treat my friends? Sometimes I feel really bad I don't really communicate with my friends. Yeah, I ask them out a lot but that doesn't mean anything. I am so sorry to all of you...I'll try to change myself, I hope I have been recently.

Love? What love? Why is it so hard to find someone to love? Why the **** do I keep liking people I can't love?! Every time I like someone they are either coupled or likes someone else. I am so sick of this feeling. I get so excited for a while then I get so depressed after I get shocked by the other side. All I want is someone I like to love...don't people like to be loved?

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Yeah so Mind Express is back in service with loads of problems. It's gonna run really slowly.

Life Update Summer 2008 =)

Wow...it's been such a long time since my last post.

I think it's been about 2 months since I left that Kent Ridge campus in Singapore, the good food, the eternal weather, all the friends I met...(and all that exam stress). Returning to Hong Kong this summer feels different. It doesn't quite seem like all the previous summers that I've been back from Vancouver. I think life for me is different now. Having experienced so much, good and bad, in the past year in Singapore and during my travels. I have learned to treasure as best as I could everything that I have and will have in the future, with family and friends at the very top.

Anyway, cousin's wedding is over, mom and bro went back, leaving me behind for an intern posting which is already half complete. I feel so lucky to have a chance to work in a place related to my interest and studies. And by the way, it's my first time that I met friends that are from Hong Kong (not overseas) through this internship. I hope the friendship will last a long time with my four new Hong Kong friends and 3 other intern friends!

That was an update of my...life. Oh just to tell you, I've been sleeping so well with Hong Kong raining all the time without air con for over 2 weeks. But it's air con time now cuz even my shoulder bag says so. It's grown full of mold and smells so rotten now!