Mind Express Back in Service

Now, I did recover from the virus from back in 2008 after all. Sorry the Mind Express stopped running because the conductor was too lazy.

So much has happened in 2009...issues of all sorts in life come at you at the same time, geez. I don't like this year. My parents problems are starting to annoy me. I'd always thought my family was intact but apparently it hasn't been since I was a kid. Just stop bothering me please please please.

Jobs? Am I being picky? But isn't the whole point of getting a good education is so that I could have more choices? I hate choosing, I really hate to choose. Sometimes I wish I had no choice, why bother right?

Friends? This is my problem...how do I really treat my friends? Sometimes I feel really bad I don't really communicate with my friends. Yeah, I ask them out a lot but that doesn't mean anything. I am so sorry to all of you...I'll try to change myself, I hope I have been recently.

Love? What love? Why is it so hard to find someone to love? Why the **** do I keep liking people I can't love?! Every time I like someone they are either coupled or likes someone else. I am so sick of this feeling. I get so excited for a while then I get so depressed after I get shocked by the other side. All I want is someone I like to love...don't people like to be loved?

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Yeah so Mind Express is back in service with loads of problems. It's gonna run really slowly.