death in a library

Ohhhh what a morning, I almost got buried in the basement of Koerner library this morning…and undergraduate buried (literally) in stacks of books, best way to end my final year! I am serious, don’t go down there until……no, just don’t go down there. It’s raining outside and water is dripping everywhere onto the stacks, onto desks, onto you, everywhere. I was just looking for a book I needed when a square meter worth of roof fell in from above about and arms length away from me. Phew. If I ever died in a library, I have no idea what my family and friends might say about me at my funeral. No, and I am not depressed don't worry.

二十六日後

究竟二十六日有幾耐先過？

二十六日，
好似好快，又好似好耐，其實都在於二十六日後會發生咩嘢事。

等待，

再等待。

人人話度日如年，而二十六日就像遠遠的未來將發生的事。

二十六日後我會喺邊度？
點解我心情會咁忐忑不安。
我究竟係咪喺度等緊某某的來臨？

他 還是 他？
好友 還是 密友？
我仲能夠分得清嗎？

其實二十六日後我應該會在洛磯山旅行，到時旅途上再胡思亂想吧！

Mind Express Back in Service

Now, I did recover from the virus from back in 2008 after all. Sorry the Mind Express stopped running because the conductor was too lazy.

So much has happened in 2009...issues of all sorts in life come at you at the same time, geez. I don't like this year. My parents problems are starting to annoy me. I'd always thought my family was intact but apparently it hasn't been since I was a kid. Just stop bothering me please please please.

Jobs? Am I being picky? But isn't the whole point of getting a good education is so that I could have more choices? I hate choosing, I really hate to choose. Sometimes I wish I had no choice, why bother right?

Friends? This is my problem...how do I really treat my friends? Sometimes I feel really bad I don't really communicate with my friends. Yeah, I ask them out a lot but that doesn't mean anything. I am so sorry to all of you...I'll try to change myself, I hope I have been recently.

Love? What love? Why is it so hard to find someone to love? Why the **** do I keep liking people I can't love?! Every time I like someone they are either coupled or likes someone else. I am so sick of this feeling. I get so excited for a while then I get so depressed after I get shocked by the other side. All I want is someone I like to love...don't people like to be loved?

. . .

Yeah so Mind Express is back in service with loads of problems. It's gonna run really slowly.